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2010-09-12T12:39:00.001+08:00

Come on. It feels so weird to blog using mac. So far, I haven't found anything which beats windows live writer. I can't use it now cause it's WINDOWS. I am currently using Flock. It's no live writer. At least it makes blogging way easier.

By the way, this is my brother. Just wanna try the drag and drop function :)

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Hello future

2010-08-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the angry blog post. I wrote that on impulse but hey it’s all your fault for picking on my nerves :p

So i deleted my blog and revived it. And if nothing goes wrong I am going to UK in a month time. I screwed up my A Levels and lost all the opportunities which I thought were solid. It’s like the entire Petaling Street is getting straight As and I am the only one getting this very suckish results. Heart wreaking it was to face rejection after rejection. Ok maybe only a few but that is more than enough to destroy my self esteem. Anyway, I am heading to University of Hull which I never heard of in my entire life, not that I heard much of UK universities before that, even Uni of Bristol and Southampton sounded very unfamiliar then. After doing my research, very unwillingly as I have my heart pretty much set on Southampton , I found Hull a pretty nice school. Quiet and low profile, just the way I like it. Life is not that bad after all :D However, it feels extremely awful to leave here, to leave everyone I love. :’(

useless piece of junk!!

2010-03-26T21:22:00.001+08:00

I am blogging right now because I am god damn frustrated!!!!!!! My shirts were spoiled by the stupid heating machine and there are black stains and holes on them! And i have worn the shirts for less than 2 times so they are still very very new! What am i gonna do with them? Wear them to sleep? They are way too expensive to be my pyjamas! ARGHHHHHH! I know they are just shirts but still!

ARHHHHHH

Ok, I am fine now. Time for maths!

But..

2010-01-31T01:43:00.001+08:00

I have not been a good girl lately. Outing, outing and more outings! How am I gonna sit for my A2 in this case! I should never be too satisfied with my results since it is only mere luck. IELTS is finally over and here comes the CNY mood. My schedule had been crazy this week due to the very unsatisfying schedule of IETLS workshop which was 2 to 5 from Monday to Friday, and that was right after my class. I had my naps at very random hours, ranging from 6pm to 10 pm and not feeling refreshed everytime i woke! Meaningless naps those were! Despite constantly feeling guilty over stuff, I have practically no drive,again, to do anything … productive. I spent most of my free time staring at facebook, yea, staring as in not moving the mouse, taking naps, staring at my desktop, that is quite a bad routine. I guess that is why i start picking up blogging again. To constantly remind myself what a messed up person I am that I should really really try to improve.

club o mania

2010-01-28T23:47:00.001+08:00

So here I am, blogging about something random again!

I have heard stories of jealous boyfriends hitting other guys who literally salivate over their girlfriends in clubs. Let’s say it’s just a glance or two. I am just thinking, if you don’t like people staring at your girlfriend, why don’t you burn away all her skimpy clothes? Or even better, don’t go to any clubs!!

ielts… bummer

2010-01-27T01:52:00.001+08:00

I have never understood the complexity of human being. At one minute, a person is totally fine but at the next, it is as if the person has undergone some Mr Hyde transformation. This always caught me off guard, regardless how well I know the person. Over years of endurance and perseverance, I have learnt that ignorance is bliss. In 2 days time I will be sitting for my IELTS speaking test. Hopefully I could overcome the expected jittery and try not to stammer so hard! Oh my god, I better pray hard that i won’t be slipping out any unnecessary information to emphasize what a shallow person I am! This is one test that I wouldn’t want to mess up with!

not your typical new year resolution.

2010-01-03T14:22:00.001+08:00

After all these years, I realise I still hate you that much. Ok, I know it’s not the best way to wave Yamapi good bye because I am always Naruto the ‘surprise ninja’. It’s 2010 already but I’m still as freaky as always. Instead of starting off with the usual resolution crap, I shall rearrange random facts about myself.

#1 I am never a loyal fan. Never a hardcore fan for anything or anyone because the craze would just die off not long after and that comes with one and only exception which is my unexplainable loyalty towards Naruto. Naruto as in the anime, not the blond, whiskered guy in bright orange jump suit. I was pretty young at 13 when i first laid my eyes on the 1st episode and it got me so hooked until now. Look, that’s what a cartoon did to me. A young girl at her sweet 14,15,16,17,18 staying at home watching animated figures fighting with supernatural powers.

#2 Well, I don’t think I actually know that much about myself so I better skip to the cheesy resolution part right? OMG. Is this what Naruto did to me? DO I ACTUALLY KNOW NARUTO BETTER THAN MYSELF?! OK, so here comes the happiest part of all!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!

1) Bump into wang zi again. Oops, I mean I mean travel to Taiwan again. U ppl don FFK me! No planes allowed.

2) I know I must still come up with some lame ones hence passing my A LVLS with flying colours!

3) Getting into good universities and not tempted, AGAIN to take a gap year which is a total waste of time, money yadda yadda bla bla bla.

4) Stop listening the same songs over and over again just because they happen to be in my default playlist.

5) Not wearing any blur colour lens, not because this had happened because hello facebook people, my colour lens are no longer blur :))

6) Not skipping meals. Ok, i have already broke this one. Next!

7) Shop less save more! It’s not like I’ve shopped much. No i have not just crossed my fingers.

8) Keep my room squeky clean and I’m so gonna realise this one.

9) Redye my hair because my hair is now somewhat between dark brown and black. Very no feel like that.

10) Stop singing only Jay chou’s in the KTV just because I never listen to other songs as his songs happen to be in my default playlist and I am always too lazy too change the list.

11) Never stop loving Jang Geun Suk and Yamapi. Yamapi i am not going to love you anymore if you don’t intend to change the stupid bright curly hair.

12) Learn Japanese and watch Naruto without captions!

13) Nicer handwritting

14) New wardrobe and this totally contradicts with resolution number 7.

Last but not least

15) As kolot as it may seem, I will cherish everyone around me!

2009-10-18T18:30:00.003+08:00

I have been catching up lots and lots of Japanese drama lately. And Yamapi is seriously the cutest thing in this world. I can’t believe what i am turning into. A J pop person, that is what people out there call it right?

Yamapi Yamapi, how can you be so cute like that!

His acting is cute. Everything about him is CUTE! In 野猪大改造 which i watched few months ago, he plays this really adorable high school boy who gets drunk when drinking soya bean. This is obviously not the core of the drama but hello~~ for a person who feel drunk when eating too full, I can sooo relate myself to it. After watching that, despite how much i wanted to devote my love for him, i restrain myself for doing so! I told myself: NO WAY i am turning into a J person.

Therefore, after months and months of TVB drama and gossip girl, I grew a tad bored of them. That was how i started picking up Japanese drama again. I started off with 我的帅管家 starring 水岛宏 whom i only find super handsome in the 2nd episode. Was it because of my hormone or something, I actually found him rather ugly in the 1st episode! Oh, I guess this is how unpredictable the female homosapiens can be.

To cut a long story short, I started to google him and came across 绝对男友. He isn’t the main character but i decided to give it a try. Much of my disappointment, he does not look that good in this drama. But there was someone else who caught my eye. Tadah. It is 速水直道 who plays the very humanly robot. Standing tall and hunky at 186cm, how could anyone not drool over him! *Slurpp* I found myself teary towards the end of the drama. It is that good i assure you.

So.. it was just last night , wait, this morning, when i watched the 1st episode of 欺诈猎人. Another fantastic Japanese production, starring no other than Yamapi himself. 山下智久! His acting is absolutely ICHIBAN. I should have discovered my weakness for boyish looking guys earlier, shouldn’t I?

On a side note, 是美男阿 is not half bad for a korean drama. 张根希 is yummy without eyeliner :D

2009-10-07T22:21:00.001+08:00

Fellow students, don’t you all agree that October is always the month of misery? Oh, sometimes the misery elongated to make November an evil one! Screw u AS final!

pull and bear

2009-09-10T13:41:00.001+08:00

anyone interested? letting go a pair of pass. haha . got free goodie bag

i sat in front of laptop from 4 to 12

2009-09-04T23:58:00.001+08:00

i am having a break from exam for several days. after this, i would be sitting for few more papers before going HOME. Ah Bel, if you see this, you might as well start to plan on smuggling me back to your home.

Something sparkled my inner desire to aim higher. I have spent last few years burying myself under teenage angst. haha. damn funny la describe like this. I shall resurface!

I have been told that to make a choice is to not regret. But still, I could never stop doubting if my choice to study here is a wrong one. There is one thing for sure. I regret for choosing the science stream which I sworn not to touch again after SPM.

Worry not. Things will turn better as they always do

2009-08-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

i realised everyone is being nostalgic these days, reminiscing high school and tuition loaded life.

i have never expected myself to miss the old days so much, not until i started my college life, as a foreigner, far away from home.

i remember how carefree we used to be in high school. there were so many processes in high school which turned me into who i am now. i miss how we used to ‘mingle’ around in other people’s classroom, the canteen and the hall. We had the perfect excuse to skip any classes we wanted. Spot checks, prefect meeting, announcements to make.. You name it.

How it disgusted me to see flesh eating crows gliding across the polluted sky of Subang.

2009-08-23T23:52:00.001+08:00

我惊觉，身边有好多人都喜欢以敷衍的方式回应我。

2009-08-23T00:33:00.001+08:00

am i so spoiled that i am never satisfied? or is it that things are so bad that there isn’t room for satisfaction. why do i always feel as if i m the only person who is suffering. are my problems so minor that they aren’t even considered as a dilemma. even so, they cost me endless heart pain and tears. can i, for once, feel happy for what i have but not cry over what i couldn’t have? can i stop being a stubborn child, and at least try to be a better person?

i guess i am too blinded to be close the truth.

i have one window shut…

why hasn’t the other window opened up for me yet.

xoxo

pathetic person who bought ikan bilis from klcc which is also the most expensive purchase of the day

2009-08-20T19:24:00.001+08:00

having less than half month to study for the coming trial, i still couldn’t resist the temptation on going online. Like i have a choice. I have to go online to feel my very own presence. If there isn’t any phone calls, i wouldn’t even have to open my mouth. Late afternoons, evenings and nights. this place is too quite. quiet enough to raise my goosebumps. talking about good study environment. place where u face only walls is never an ideal place to study. it only reminds u how lonely u are. don’t, don’t u assume u know how this feels like.

good old days

2009-08-13T01:22:00.001+08:00

i have never felt this tired before. everything comes in one shot. so panic i do not know which to confront first. i wish not to confront any of them. at certain point of life, i regretted my decisions. how i wish to have a shoulder to cry on. things will never turn good if i am still this weak. trial is coming. my grades are still pathetic as ever. i hate myself for being this weak, i hate people being judgemental. i hate myself for not being myself. i hate myself for not even knowing who i am. i hate the fact that i am actually so hungry right now

2009-07-13T22:45:00.001+08:00

I hate the feeling of my heart twitching like that . How i wish it to be numb.. and lifeless.

I thought the sexy 18 should be a lil’ more exciting? But gosh, it is July already. Isn’t there anything else to do other than dealing with bloody maths question? Shall i mourn for the lifeless 18 on the day i turn 19?

2009-07-06T22:41:00.001+08:00

i have to pretend everything is alright

i have to stay strong

i must keep everything sealed inside the puny little heart..

must

sorry buddies.. couldn’t come up with anything fun to blog about.. so please bear with my emo posts… never felt so lonely before.. vast difference between ‘alone’ and ‘loneliness’ huh? though they sound so much alike.. i enjoy being alone, but being lonely? it’s too much.. when u r alone, u do stuff u like, u love the privacy and freedom, u have all the time to ponder or perhaps reminisce .but when u r lonely, u do not wish to have privacy, u need someone to talk to, but it is so clear tat there is no one around u.

this is way troublesome

i thought everything is perfectly handled.

i need a break..

i need to stop..

because i’m in horrible condition

that i even start to agree that man is born to die.

0.o

2009-07-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

couldn’t say anything

there’s a lump in my throat

checked the daily horoscope

Wednesday your life will start to slow down, as Uranus in Pisces in your sector of self turns retrograde for the next several months. You can certainly use the rest and relaxation that is coming your way, and the opportunity to meditate on your life journey will help you create better plans for yourself. Venus enters Gemini and your sector of home and family on Sunday, and your domestic side will kick in. You'll discover there's no place like home!

couldn’t agree more. miss home and everything

and! so desperate that i couldn’t stop myself from referring my life to the horoscope, DAILY

Pathetic.

robots

2009-06-29T23:35:00.001+08:00

an inspiring afternoon spent at sunway pyramid

TRANSFORMER TRANSFORMER TRANSFORMER!!!

Shia Labeouf

who got cuter and cuter

Megan Fox

and her amazing pair of boobs. she’s DAMN hot and i’m having *gulp* crush on her. girl crush anyone?

The hot hot soldier

and sexy robots

yummy

back

2009-06-29T00:03:00.001+08:00

Back to Subang

Back to HELL

rusty brain

heavy heart

things gonna be smooth

Where am i now?

Happy Father’s Day

2009-06-21T20:45:00.001+08:00

“Happy Father’s Day daddy! We all love you!”

*Phone vibrates. Zek zek zek*

“ Ok tq vv”

=.= my dad addressed me in my initial.

4 dumb

2009-06-18T13:03:00.001+08:00

miri ‘dumb 4’, 3 off from a lvl and another slackin around, on and off swinburne student, thx jpa.

the hairstyle is oddly familiar

remember the twisties advertisement some while ago?

aguwa: now i am damsel in distress

rome is not built in one day! gonna build it so high so nobody gonna see me

like this

attack: 0

defence: 5

wait until i crush the ‘rome’ down with my tank

attack: 300

defence: 5 (cannot fly)

vvc’s helicopter house

attack: 200

defence: 85

helicopter house number 2.

attack : 200

defence: 50

aguwa: ah jian, i help u

ah jian: no need! i wanna realise my dream with my own hands!

four college students had nothing better to do so they ended up doing this, at the kid’s corner in a bookshop.

and emptied the lego bin

mana vvc

-

2009-06-16T22:21:00.001+08:00

Everyone is stopping you,

no, you never listened,

you thought you have all the reasons to continue.

Yeah, you who thought you know it all.

You, the self claimed superior.

Until the day,

reasons are not as convincing as before.

They are now excuses,

you understand this better than everyone else.

You are struggling to deny,

hypnotising yourself that it is not true.

So that you will have all the courage

and plenty of tears

for something you always thought you deserve.

vvc is back

2009-06-15T23:13:00.001+08:00

yosh.. i’m back home

a perfect day for feeling shitty.

uncle god, why u pee on me

semester exam felt like spm.

the level of stress must match the 10k poured for this semester.

no choice but to eat books, books and more books.

was at johor for the past 2 days.

it was all about faking cheerfulness.

stuff was eating me up.

it was hard to disguise everything under the fake smiling face

when tears could drop in a blink or two.

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feel the smile, not smile the smile..

never thought it would be that hard..

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i m so crushed

poof

2009-06-07T23:35:00.001+08:00

what’s the point of being a student if u’r allergic to caffeine. Every sip is a nightmare. my brain starts to boil and explodes into brain lava…

misery

2009-06-06T15:24:00.001+08:00

u just have to spoil everything. u just have to spoil everything. u just have to spoil everything. why must u spoil everything.

status: inactive

2009-05-21T23:21:00.001+08:00

Ah~~ in case u r wondering why i disappeared for so long, i shall repeat, MID TERM EXAM IS IN 2 WEEKS. It’s not like i actually spend every night studying.

Yea, EXAM is coming and I’m going to SHOGUN AGAIN tomorrow. We’ll just conclude that mid term exam is plainly an excuse for not blogging ^^

Online shopping is insanely addictive. I couldn’t quite overcome the thrill of receiving and opening parcels. It feels exactly like receiving presents! if u ignore the fact that you paid for your own presents.

confession of a worm

2009-05-17T21:11:00.001+08:00

i hate weekends. Weekends make me feel like a total social reject. Haha. Another unproductive weekend. Book ditching and skipping meals.

加油

2009-05-15T20:51:00.001+08:00

怎么会这样！哎哟！怎么偏偏发生在你身上。。好心疼。

记住樱花的精神，因为坚忍过寒冬才绽开得如此美丽。人生也不过如此。若没有这些历练，怎么会有机会体会成长的真谛。

shogun

2009-05-15T19:46:00.001+08:00

it’s somehow really blissful, hanging out with a bunch of spontaneous people. it was between 10 am and 11 am when wen qi suggested that we go SHOGUN for 50 percent off japanese buffet lunch instead of the usual karaoke-ing. instantly, i said ‘oh yeah we should really go! 50 percent off wth’. heng who is as spontaneous completed the perfect group of 3. very spontaneously, called SHOGUN for seat reservation. “ sorry , seats fully booked, try walk in” . This is so not crushing our plan! Sure got seat one!

everything happened in a rush after the last lecture, hopping into taxi and hello sunway pyramid . the buffet starts at 12 pm and we were only off from college 1pm. once stepping in pyramid, we were like hungry bees crazily bumping around lg2 and finally bumped into the over flooded shogun. we were a lil crushed to see the queue outside shogun. further crushed to see that there were 6 names before mine when signing up at the podium. once again, this is so not crushing our plan! we gathered our heads together to plan strategies and whooped each and every time a customer leaved shogun. my name was finally announced ( miss vivian) and we were freezing for few seconds, not excepting our turn to be so soon. i was totally unaware of the goofy ear to ear grin on my face, or did i even laughed like kakaka, in front of the waiter.

bumped around aimlessly for a while, gulping at the huge array of food, indecisive of where to start from. it was already the ‘plate after plate’ catastrophe when we finally recovered from the “so much food, so little time” shock. it’s impossible to imagine how 3 girls ate with such mannerism that a passer-by stared at me in awe when i was trying to stuff everything into my mouth. i paused to return her gaze with the fork up and my mouth open. we were practically staring at each other until the noodle thingy glided from my fork and i even tried catching it with my mouth. that sounds so circus like i’m the sea lion.

we were so glad to prove ourselves the epitome of greed with just 24 bucks! yes! 24 bucks per pax including all the additional charges. we were the last group leaving. totally famished and couldn’t stand straight . walked around pyramid like prawns and finally headed home.

short and sweet

2009-05-14T20:41:00.001+08:00

no way i m gonna blog about the impromptu trip to sunway pyramid yesterday which was pure disappointment. semester exam is catching my butt. so! it’s time to abstain ….. the internet and ppstream! NOOOOOOOOO…..no way i’m giving up my only entertainment!

it’s may already. gosh.. i still couldn’t believe how time flies. a minute ago i was packing for college, asking mom if i could bring mr. teddy here, feeling frantic that i have no fabulous outfit for college ( which i still don have =.=). and now! i’ve packed and unpacked for 3 times already. in a month time it’ll be the 4th time, with a driving license! ( see? i could never get over the excitement of passing my driving exam. duh~ )

GAH . SEMESTER EXAM ( twisting in agony)

CIAO

2009-05-12T20:47:00.001+08:00

人会呐喊，是因为心离自己太远，需要大声点，才听得到

差

2009-05-12T18:37:00.001+08:00

这真的值得吗？还能坚持吗？为什么常常都会有种快窒息的感觉。以我这种程度的智商，真的真的看不到任何出口了。总得有个原因吧！当然知道是什么。体会得最深刻的人是我，怎么可能不知道呀。喜欢找有的没的来麻醉自己，让自己沉浸在里面。太可笑了，到头来最空虚的还是我。测量是非黑白的那把尺，永远不再我手中。只像个傀儡，木偶，随意地被摆布。害怕失去，什么情绪一併吞下。爆发时，还不过是自怨自哀？疼惜自己的只有自己，不能奢望着什么。太年轻，太多承诺，太短的保鲜期。我愤怒，我抗议`，我失败，我孤单。。我忍受，我不语，我落寞，我憔悴。

w.o.w

2009-05-11T21:29:00.001+08:00

it feels as if i haven’t been blogging for the past decades. yikes.i am very engrossed with the latest cycle of america’s next top model. very typical of me ey? love allison with the baby doll eyes.

have constantly found myself extremely addicted with really random stuff over years of growing up. ah~~ those years of being rebellious, behaving like total rascal *flashback starts on the balcony of summer air* . but it never felt so deeply like this time . it is growing roots all over me. it is nothing like the last time me obsessed with my naruto series to the extend i paid someone to burn it for me. this is like the worst example i can give, contribution of a drumming stomach.

it feels so empty, not foreseeing my future, not getting rid of the addiction, having doubts on my instincts. never felt so reluctant to pursue any dream. that was long time before me knowing that i have to choose between dream and my addiction. giving up either one makes me a punctured balloon.

sometimes, reality hits you too hard that you can’t see what is before you anymore. self visualised stuff does that to me.

slave day

2009-05-03T19:43:00.001+08:00

consuming my daily dose of ‘boys over flowers’. korean drama is not my usual favourite kinda thing. but i’ll make it an exception after ‘goong’ and ‘full house’ and ‘my girl’. funny yet hopelessly romantic. making me soo soo drooled that i wanna die. not to mention that the korean version f4 is utterly hot.

let’s get back to the main point shall we? i had a really really really hectic ‘holiday’. and it all started on thurday, after finishing bio test at 9am, without hesitation, hailed a cab and hello sunway pyramid! we had 3 hours break so that’s why.

sexy no.1 and i successfully bought our leehom’s ticket, and that’s very very last minute , like 2 days before concert? but we managed to get quite decent seat anyway. what’s next? movie time! classmates and i, divided into 2 teams of movie ppl. half of us watched comedy ‘mall cop’ and half of us with guts watched thai horror movie ‘coming soon’. damn it, i had all the guts, chose to watch ‘coming soon’ and ended up squealing like a baby on my seat.the most humiliating thing was that, shirley and i were the only babies who found it horrifying. after movie, everything else happened in a daze. still pale and in the shocked mode during the chemistry and maths class. useless ppl like me nvr die.

and friday! Klang day! Bak kut teh day! seafood day!

cindy and family was kind enough to let us stay for a night, treated us lunch and dinner, provided us transportation.

after yummilicious bak kut teh, spent whole afternoon at klang’s very own mall, AEON. somehow reminded me of jusco seremban two. a very typical shopping trip with near zero purchase but full tummy.

that’s why i say near zero purchase ma

seafood dinner was quite satisfying, minus the mini ketam and no shell shell to eat.

cute prawn

back home. this was when girls went wild

talked like non stop

and posed like models. blurry pic as i was so amused that my hands were shaking hard.

we get exhausted so soon and fallen asleep at around 3am.

i love how her face squashed

lee hom loves shorties.

coming up next: lee hom the great

moo~

2009-04-29T19:16:00.001+08:00

one down two to go. hopefully i wouldn’t have to retake moral again. fingers crossed crossed crossed. the worst thing about the earlier exam is that, i don’t even know if i had screwed it or not.

but that’s okay. i have

cow’s heart and…

mutton’s heart

to make up my day. i’m totally okay with that.totally. they smell something between rusty metal and meat market so i puke. and why do moo moo cows have heart size of my head? greedy cows. like they don have enough stomachs. and now humongous heart

let’s quote on William Shakespeare, “love is a sweet torment”.

to taste, to smell the sweetness, to endure the rest.

everyday is a bad hair day

everyday is another great leap

how i yearn time to speed

to the moment i truly wish

award presentation

2009-04-28T17:56:00.001+08:00

so. today, it’s taylor’s award presentation ceromony day.

me who forgotten all bout formal wear, managed to throw on whatever seems formal at the very last minute (read: borrow from here and there)

it happened that i’m in the different category from everyone else. so i was forced to sit among strangers, gotten so bored tat i fall asleep.. ah.. the stranger beside me woke me up when it' was our turn to go on stage. i was flushed tomato red

i was feeling so uneasy in the ‘mix and match’ formal attire. the shy moment on stage was so memorable. when receiving the cert from the datin, she opened her mouth, i expected to hear formal words like congratulation, u did well la , keep up and blah blah blah. instead she said, wow… u look SOOOO young.

i was so dumbfounded that i could only stare at her, blinking my eyes, if interpreted means ‘maam, do i look prodigy to you?’

conversation of the day

VVC says:
no nid
hahaa
dumbfounded means wad
someone says:
u lo
found u de time jiu shi dumb de liao

this is wad happened, when i wanted to know the actual meaning of dumbfounded, as in the meaning u ll find in dictionary. i was so sure tat this person might know.so now i reveal the true meaning of dumbfounded which means somebody is already dumb when he or she is found.

exam jittery

2009-04-27T23:29:00.001+08:00

all the while reading bio text book, obviously very last minute preparation for the coming bio exam, i could just ‘shit shit shit’ repetitively in my mind.chill baby chill. how could i not concentrating in class all these while, and now expecting me to stuff 4 months syllabus into my cute brain in 2 DAYS. not mentioning that i’m having moral final this wed? okay, skip

might be having thinking skill presentation tomorrow. gosh, presenting in front of so many ppl with my sucky english? i’ll rather die.

monday green

2009-04-27T18:58:00.001+08:00

was totally clouded by the Monday blue this morning. nasty feeling.

Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading

sing k

2009-04-26T11:51:00.001+08:00

before i unseal myself and head out for the really late breakfast, i decide to blog bout the friday’s ktv session.

right after classes end, we started our journey to neway. to make things easier, we formed sth like a tourist troop , without a flag so nobody would get lost . ah~ jz a bunch of college kids with no transportation. but neway is within reach so we wouldn’t need one anyway.

there were ten of us. they arranged us in a really big room . so big that we could play badminton in there. once settled down, surprises came one after one

very unsurprisingly, wen qi and her amazing vocals. i knew this from the last time we sang k together.

wen qi in her OL outfit

unexpectedly, mee kuan could sing chinese songs! and she could read chinese characters! s.h.e, fishy leung’s ? mee kuan knows it all.

li jin and mee kuan

some of us sang from the beginning till the end. some of us

never sang, not even once :(

some of us get bored and this happened….

WHAT ARE U DOING SHIRLEY!

i just have to post this . what’s with the sheepish grin on my face? this happens all the time. me and my bizarre expression in candid shots. or could it be i was drowned in heng’s singing

cindy went home:(

pictures stolen from meekuan’s blog. thx!

s..

2009-04-25T20:21:00.001+08:00

today went terribly. i could burst out crying. anytime. would anyone understand how it feels like to be stuck in this small square dimension ? and when u finally get out for some fresh air, every single person u see seems to be the potential criminal. although u are just judging base on looks. how tiring it is, to be extra cautious and wary ALL the time till the extend u wouldn’t wan to leave ur room anymore. how pathetic it is to find myself rather sealing myself for the sake of nothing.

why would it be tat hard to ‘befriend’ the ‘house’ mates? how could they manage to ignore me when i finally bump into anyone of them, when i’ve gathered all the courage i got for the friendly gestures. it has been a month living here, i know nothing about my house mates. with the exception of the one living next door, who was apparently my ex school mate, now, treating me with complete ignorance. but i somehow balanced myself by relating my non existence in this ‘house’ to the non existence of the living room in this ‘house’

how could i possibly survive, being lonely all the time, crying under blankets, crying in the shower, having no one to talk to.. i’m independent enough to cope all the shits around. Everything but loneliness. I can do nothing with this. And i couldn’t repeat this over and over again till you’re sick of me. Bye

2009-04-25T16:57:00.001+08:00

i am so depressed tat i gonna die

Fish’s Big Day

2009-04-23T00:13:00.001+08:00

a very belated birthday post to chia kah ying ( don’t blame me, blame the charger and thinking skill assignment)

a nice picture of urs. copied and pasted from ur blog of course. never knew u got dimple one wei. oh! u photoshopped it is it?

how do i start? she is like a circle with no starting point. don’t understand what i’m saying? neither do i understand.

SHE is indeed, a very blur fish. u will ask, why fish why fish why fish? WHY!!! don’t ask me. ask her

she is blur-er than i do. i wonder how she managed to be that blur actually. haha. kidding lar. her blurness amplifies her kindness and all right. i seriously like her a lot haha. cause she’s someone whom i find comfortable to talk with. and verbally bully at. haha. because she’s always a tempo behind. so i happily tease her. and she will laugh like so happily. haha.

what will happen when she throw a girl that blur far far away to adelaide? after several bad cooking, laundry alert, inter-asian issues ( did i just invented my own word again), she learnt from mistake and there she is, smiling happily at the camera

the picture is nice so i have to paste it here again. hey, i m taking risk of scaring my readers away, girl. ahaha. you know i m just kidding.

so ,

HAPPY 18TH CHIA KAH YING!

WISH YOU HAVE A SEXY ONE BABE

wish you all the best in adelaide^^!

stay tune

2009-04-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

i m having my crazy moment these days

promise to update really really soon

when?

oh...
when i get my laptop charger, now flying all the way here from miri

so u go wth, vvc, laptop charger also forget to bring!

see break

2009-04-18T00:12:00.001+08:00

heyyo. never expected such positive reaction for the tale of lala. for further entertainment. i modified it a lil. this is wad we call 艺术的牺牲

I m going back this very Sunday . SAD. i’m gonna miss the smell of my bed a lot.

to conclude this holiday, i’d proudly show off that

1) i sleep more than 9 hours, almost everyday

2) i once slept at 12 am and woke at 12pm. i couldn’t believe my hidden supernatural power

3) renewed my ic. for ppl who saw my old ic b4, please don remind me how hideous it is.

4) passed my driving lesson . ppl actually questioned how i managed to pass. there’s only one explanation to this. i 1st drove at 16. tat was my dad’s tofu car and i delivered tofu. there was this night where he started to put a glass of water in car and would spank me if … ok i stop.

5) of course it was hard work not just tofu car. frequent car lessons made me pretty sick of driving and parking and hill climbing.

6) managed to keep dust on my textbooks carried all the way back from subang

7) dreadful basketball match chung hua vs sm science. i repeat, dreadful. the score was like 93-13

8) gathering with my fellow friends. cannot say splendid but really heart warming.

ok bed time. all for now!~

shit happens

2009-04-15T21:44:00.001+08:00

hey, do u know that u are the stubborn one but not me.. u r pushing a person as stubborn as me to the boundary. the dark corner. so i can weep alone. every steps i let you take, it makes me feel like some worthless piece of banana skin . so i trip over myself. i can’t bear to make u sad. nuff said

lala

2009-04-14T23:30:00.001+08:00

Actually it has nothing to do with lalaness but more about girls acting cute.

Dee and me just can’t stand it when we see photos of girls acting very cute, with their big big eyes. Some find it not big enough and enhance it with black coloured eyeliner to make it bigger. Wear contact lenses to make it shiny.

See super big eyes.

It is like OMG.

The worst thing is in Friendster. These girls seem to be in some kind of competition. In their profile all they ever write is ” Please add me!! Please add me!! ” Who gets more adds from unknown people is the winner. And their accounts are usually full.

So they have multiple accounts without knowing the people they have added.

This girl very pretty hor.

And when people added them (which are mostly guys around the age of 14-21?), they will always reply “Thanks for the add!! Thanks for the add!! Muax! muax!

Most of them also have the same kind of personality too. Not really personality but their style of writing is really ‘hard to read.’ For example - best frenz 4eva!! cawayii garl… I tink i fat.

Their names are usually Lemon, Apple, Chocolate, Xiao BB etc. Ok i know i sound like i am discriminating them or something, but actually I am not. Just that i can’t stand it. Makes me feel like vomiting *vomits*

They also pose the same way when they take photos. It is usually just around their face, not much of their body. Their heads will be facing downwards but eyes looking upwards. Camera will be at a corner. Then the smile. Oh yeah their smile.

There are a few types. One is just a small tiny weeny smile and they will pout just a little weeny bit.

Another kind is the full pout like wanna kiss some one, but not the seducing kind of pout.

And also the sad shocked look, like you have just frightened her with your ugly look.

And all of them seem to have fringes.

It is easy to spot these girls as one of my friend thinks that they are cute. The funny thing is, although they look like 14 years old, some of them are actually 20 years old!

it sounds hilarious. at least for me . those statements sound familiar don’t they. in miri, we see them almost everywhere for godness sake. and i see them again, in sungei wang. no offence but *sigh* they kinda twisted the japanese and korean fashion which i quite fond of. and i couldn’t stand it when they put pink off shoulder top and polka dot skirts and yellow leggings and bright green killer heels all together. Karl Lagerfeld once said multicolour but not traffic light. well.. i think it’s their attitude which pull of the ‘lala’ look . it’s their attitude which makes people find a special term for them. but still, even Gisele Bundchen looks disapproving in pink off shoulder top and polka dot skirts and yellow leggings and bright green killer heels all together. haha. i don mean to hurt anyone of them for they are actually quite proud to be one u see. if u don believe me, try logging in friendster .

don start attacking me that i have bad fashion sense either lah ok ok. i m not dressy and i barely even try to put tat much effort to look posh and all. but u’ll never go wrong in t shirt and jeans right. and i personally think that the whole ‘lala’ issue shows the diversity in malaysia. and it’s not fair to name them after seafood!

but there’s some controversy in this u see.

if u are dressung in pink off shoulder top and polka dot skirts and yellow leggings and bright green killer heels but speak no other than fluent fili fele english, do ppl call u banana lala? lala ish banana or banana ish lala? or bananalala or lalabanana?

so u guys wan example arh?

http://profiles.friendster.com/49482821

pay attention to her location lo

for further entertainment just add her.

or this

http://profiles.friendster.com/25776953

so apparently, my ex left me a dinosaur era ago for this.

and this

http://profiles.friendster.com/20394876

wow, like so sad

and vvc,

u have got all the guts to post this entry.

p for pass

2009-04-14T21:35:00.001+08:00

say good bye to annoying sweaty driving lessons under scorching hot sun .

and hello to P license

muaks muaks muaks

and our very own chia kah ying is in miri now

so good to see her again

it feels even better to listen how adelaide has tortured her

haha

by the way, i know my blog is awful and all. hmm. direct translation from mandarin, there is something called like me like blog. for a person so lame, how could there be interesting entries ? i highly doubted that

sugar

2009-04-13T19:44:00.001+08:00

here’s the sweetest conversation i read from a book centuries ago

“有你的生命中，我出现之前还有我出现之后，有什么差异？”

“有”

“。。。”

“多了思念与珍惜”

i couldn’t explain the goose bumps or the impact i had after reading it

so, last conversation huh?

nostalgia

2009-04-12T01:09:00.001+08:00

it’s past midnight.. like part of the routine, it’s now the ‘wan sleep cannot sleep’ hour.

a part of me wishes that i m not back here, in my own comfort zone. i know u ppl will go like ‘ wth u vvc $%^&*’

sabar.. don scold 1st

i m now reluctant to go back, and start the ‘a bit bit’ lonely life all over again. because i’m now so comfortable to be at home that i wouldn’t want to leave again.

but of course, the rational part of me is still there.. to force myself to face obstacles ahead.

it’s great to be back at home again.. but there is always this imperfection. sickening and heart aching imperfection. and it gradually became a habit to magnify the imperfection at this point of hour.

quite the loser right?

lazy to elaborate . bye

sad issue

2009-04-11T00:09:00.001+08:00

i am back for like 10 days

and everytime i went out with my mom, and bumped into some family friends, aunties or uncles

first thing they said about me was

eh, this is lao da or lao er ha?/ older or younger daughter ha/ which one is this ha, the old one or the 2nd one / wa.. grow so big liao ah, wa….. ur younger daughter right?

my mom would answer, no la the oldest one lah, very small size right

my initial reaction is of course, my signature ‘hehe’ plus teeth flashing . yes, ‘hehe’ but never ‘haha’… and not the high pitch, quirky ‘hehe’ but ‘he3he3’ ( han yu pin yin ppl)

like wth man, were at some gathering today, with loads of uncle and aunties, and EVERYONE asked the SAME question. even those who get to see me frequently.

and those who knew little about me, their next question sounds more or less like this:

wah. big girl already. form what already ha?

of course, there’s only one answer for this

and of course, they’ll go like this

‘ha?? college liao ah?? i tot only form 3 leh….so small size’

by then, u would see me sobbing at the dark corner

10

2009-04-08T22:49:00.001+08:00

i must blog about the 10 seconds. only 10 seconds, but easily the highlight of today, or ‘soi soi’ly, for my entire holiday.

10 seconds like that, enough to hold my silly grin on face, for the next 10 hours or 10 days perhaps. crazy + psycho= normal vvc. best equation of the year. lala crap.

crazy lens

2009-04-07T23:49:00.001+08:00

these… are … *gulp* contact, no, crazy lens.

i feel normal just by looking at them

and why would i want a football in my eyes

wen qi the qi

2009-04-07T14:42:00.001+08:00

wen qi , i came across ur blog and saw this. haha. like what u did to me, i’m now posting ur post here . kakaka

kinda freaky to see your own name on other's blog on events that you don't really want to remember.
Anyway, there is this girl vivian in my class who thinks she is really cute but even though that is partially true, most of the time she is plain CRAZY. And the unluckiest thing is she only gets CRAZY around me, keep making very very lousy jokes and laughs like ka-ka-ka, as if she lives in cartoon network. With most of other people she becomes this petite, quite, bashful, intelligible little girl.
You see when I was almost tortured to death she wrote this on her blog:
______________________________________________________
Life's getting better. at least i get to annoy my neighbouring classmate by speaking in my damn zun cantonese and slapping myself , chanting' hai ngo soi, hai ngo chon, hai ngo mou yong' during boring classes. she was so disturbed and couldnt help to ask me if i have taken pills. =.= and again, i was speechless :-o it could be the effect of panadol few days back.
_______________________________________________________
She means me alright. I asked if she swallowed estacy pills because she mistook that day for Hari Kebangsaan. And she asked me why on Hari Kebangsaan need to take drug. I dunno, my sense of humour is retarded.
There is an evidence of how lame one will turn if one converse with her.
____________________________________________________
during lan class,
wenqi: .....burberry...... givenchy......lv......hate gucci.... bla bla bla....
vvc: ya ya. i hate gucci and guess..
wenqi: u know wad. ur name (vivian chong) really 'label'ish leh.
vvc: ha? why?
wenqi: erm... like a name for some high end brand la. my name arh.... ah mu's label(ong wen qi)vvc: hahaha. (blaberring bout my own clothes line .. bla bla bla)
wenqi: ( responded excitedly)
after a while:vvc: ei .. dkny stands for donna karen new york right?
wenqi: ah.. ya haha.. donna karen new york
vvc: then there should be a vvckl
wenqi: ha?
vvc: vivian chong kuala lumpur
wenqi: =.=
_________________________________________________
I never said such lousy things in my life okay. Btw notice how self-absorb she is.
But I forgive you. Courtesy to your giant pink bag and the super giant crook when you smile (one has to see it to believe it).
And your 6-hour effort to crayon the gigantic plasma membrane. And your good patience for me even though I smash your head all the time.
Happy Belated Birthday Vivian Chong! Finally legal! And wish you stay CRAZY foreva.

zz.zz

2009-04-07T13:20:00.001+08:00

my connection went cuckoo the previous days. and my life in miri is kinda boring so i have basically nothing to blog about.

for the past few days, i have been slacking around at home like a worm. like how my name sounds like, vivian 虫.only frequently, i step outside of the house, not for fresh air but driving lessons. i despise driving lessons. one thing for sure, i am a cuckoo driver. feel sad to reveal that i have no sense of direction. i get lost in my very own campus. isn’t that pathetic or what. *sigh* plus, before starting the driving lessons, i even bragged that i am a natural driver(wth) like Takumi Fujiwara ( double wth). but of course, i ended up humiliating myself. haha.

the only highlight for these few days ..

finally got my w910i lo. ya ya i know there’s a lot of complains about it lo. but it became so cheap tat i just had to choose it. to ease my parent’s burden. yes, u didn’t hear me wrong. i m a good daughter

and hey! there’s a camera

i hate to see the picture so atrocious ( haha!)… it’s definely a camwhore catastrophe . but what to do. it’s my camwhore virginity so i have to be honest wit it. haha. omg. i can’t bear another glance on it. haha. the camera never loves me. tat makes me a person who hates… the camera

and get myself drown this japanese drama ‘ nobuto wo produce’. courtesy to ong wen qi

and i kinda like the guy in the middle, for him getting drunk after drinking soya bean in the drama.

i like him :)

i like her even if she looks a lil retarded, in the drama

i don like him. he’s not hot enough to play the leading role. uek ><

i like the whole package of hers. pretty :)

home sweet home

2009-04-04T22:36:00.001+08:00

hoping there is something i can do, to get myself out from this misery

people even suggested me to see a psychologist for therapy session

eh. don forget leh. i used to take psychology for one week, no, two whole weeks . but ended up dropping it because i am nothing but a slacker.

so.. er hmm. went to curtin’s open day. and curtin is definitely 10000x scenic compared to my campus. there is this lake which made me went gaga over it.

i have like another 16 days left .. everyone’s busy with their own thing, can’t see that very particular person. but it feels good to be around my family. though mom is still her usual naggy self and all . :)

mcdonald

2009-04-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

i need you boo

gotta see you boo~

a fine day actually. a gathering at.. MCD. yes, MCD. kinda sick of MCD actually. hey, not that MCD is not nice. if case you people start saying tat i look down on small city miri . imagine u have MCD at least once in a week. or witnessed flies flying like bee in airasia airport’s MCDONALD. ain’t that sickening. there were FLIES everyway! AND IN a ~~group~~ ~~troup~~ ~~school~~ ~~bunch~~ whatever. that was like the scene of the year. awesome, i mean gruesome.

boo. airsia. boo

AHHHH

2009-04-03T11:23:00.001+08:00

WHY DIDNT ANYONE TOLD ME VJ UTT WAS GOING TO BE IN TAYLOR”S WHEN I WERE GONE!!!!!!

merry miri

2009-04-02T15:30:00.001+08:00

Yo brother and sisters!

here i am. in miri. my bedroom

yes, i have wireless connection now ^^

kinda screwed up my jpa interview this morning. i behaved funnily. i answered the question funnily. hope the officers take my humour as a credit though.

grow mushroom at home dy. wui. u guys really so busy don wan see me is it

turtle kangaroo day

2009-03-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

going home in less than 24 hours!!! and i swear it isn’t april fool prank.

i have 5 reports to be done by tmr. and some serious packing to do. but who cares. . whee~~!

today is a long but short day for me. LONG BUT SHORT. moral assignment drives me in nutsss. haha.

ppl ppl i can’t act ppl

e.u

2009-03-25T22:40:00.001+08:00

wasted 4 bucks on the really unsatisfying tao fu fah this afternoon. i had to pay 4 BUCKS on tao fu fah just because

1) it is franchise

2) the bloody topping.

sigh..

and it’s time to say goodbye to my turtle connection. i shall name it the turtle line

there is some drastic improvement these days which i’m freaking happy of.

because…

i could finally catch up with ‘e.u’ ! oh well, i’m just another tvb drama freak :)

if you happen to watch tvb drama for like, whole life, like me, you’ll notice the hidden ‘3R’. Recycle, reuse and reduce.They recycle the actors, reuse old actors and reduce .. the amount of episodes, like 85 ep of gem of life to 30 eps of e.u.

you’ll always see familiar faces like:

ah Ron. i couldn’t explain the resemblance i spot between him and my brother. seriously. and the way he handling his nikon, reminds me of someone. shut up, Queen B.

yikes. just to ignite ur raging hormones. anyway, isn’t bosco a dog’s name? like.. bobby?

lam fung! *drools* me ‘lam’ . especially

chan gin fong! yea. i know ppl says he looks gay and so on. but i still like him anyway *sigh* me love pretty boys. nice eyes and everything

don’t ask me where is charmaine sheh or tavia yeung. i have raging hormones, so i’ll blog only familiar GUY’S faces.

they afraid audience might get bored, so they reuse..

miu kiu wai!!!!! lookin’ so hot and manly at his… forties? so he was famous in my mom’s era.. disappeared .. and reappeared in my adolescent years.

double *sigh* i’ll never get over the tvb drama fetish. even if “gossip girls” is the in thing now

xoxo,

tvb girl

moving day

2009-03-22T14:23:00.001+08:00

so yesterday was the moving day. but yesterday wasn’t the best moving day. someone check the chinese calendar for me please. it was like i were jinxed or something. just relate my size with 3 boxes, a luggage, one huge bags ,laptop and bags. and i had to carry all those from ground floor to 2nd floor all alone. for a moment, i felt the ‘hercules’ in me, seriously. there were some misinterpretation around the key issue, door issue and stuff… it was until 2pm when the room was readily ‘ready’ for me, excluding tat the promised cleaning wasnt done and the intolerable scent of pain. on the top, i ve mistakken telephone cable for internet cable, bloody 6 bucks for that. have i mentioned that the water stopped running when i was in the middle of bath? jo was like, ‘wah, ur room looks like jail la’ . i was so lucky to have her yesterday. helped me to clean and everything. so my day wasn’t so jinxed afterall , i guess

2009-03-21T00:15:00.001+08:00

moving out tomorrow

for the ‘fang bian’ ness of course

belle uncle and aunty,

gonna miss u guys heaps…. still can meet during weekends la

call me or text me or nudge me or meet up after sch if u rily miss me so much lo hoh belle

haha..

it’s from urban dictionary. not self written k

2009-03-20T00:44:00.001+08:00

Vivian
94 up, 13 down

(n.) one of the most beautiful names a girl can have.
Because it ends with a gentle flow when you pronounce it, it has an elegant and graceful twist to the name. It is also special because Vivian is not as common as other names. Unlike some names that make the girl sound like a total bitch bitch, like Kristina, Jessica, Victoria, Emily, Ashley, Kelly, Nicole, or Lauren, Vivian sounds graceful and elegantly classy. Parents who name their girls Vivian have refined taste. It is more likely a name for the upper-class.
Any girl with this name is very likely to be pretty with an amazing personality. The name has a sense of beauty with a drop of danger and adventure and fun to it. It is derived from the Latin meaning "life". Adrienne is also a great name for a girl but Vivian is exclusively used for girls.....aka Vivienne or other spellings.
Pretty much any name that ends with a consonant followed by -ian has a beautiful ring to it, like Lillian, Hadrian, Julian, etc.
Hands down the best kisser ever. if you're lucky enough to experience this pure ecstasy, you're going straight to hell because she's sinfully good.

How can anyone forget the girl named Vivian?
Man, that Vivian is a beautiful girl!
I wish I have a girlfriend named Vivian. She would be gorgeous and lots of fun.
Man, that Vivian is so fun to be around, not to mention she's pretty too!
Damn I wish I can kiss Vivian, or at least get a warm hug from her.
What's your name? Vivian? That's a gorgeous name!
No girl can be compared to a girl named Vivian.

how can this so far from the truth? hahaha.

try ur own name too! www.urbandictionary.com

5 feet vvc

2009-03-18T20:30:00.001+08:00

America’s next top model is taking contestants at or below 5ft 7inches for the 13th cycle. like wow man… short models are so gonna be the new trend once cycle 13 broadcasted. who says life isn’t fair?

but of course i feel proud standing at 5 ft and er… 1 or 2 inches?

paper

2009-03-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

extremely tiring day buried under scholarship forms. just trying my luck. the forms… damn annoying.

stupid taggy

2009-03-16T23:33:00.001+08:00

1. Name the people you tagged. (10)
- fishy, yun hui, bella

2. Describe yourself in one word.
◕ dummy

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
◕ someone who really loves me

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
◕ yes yes

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
◕ wouldn’t even have the guts to confess

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
◕ i love u lo

7. What will u say to a person who doesn’t want to believe u?
◕ get lost

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
◕one little two little

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
◕ i lose them all the time

10. Long distance love ?
◕ is that is even love

11. Best place to cry.
◕under my blanket

12. Who do you love the most?
◕ family

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
◕food

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
◕ yea. the nostalgic boycotting ..

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
◕ from someone whom i have so much faith in

16. The last person you had a beer with?
◕ beer?

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
◕ bella.confession of shopaholic remember? haha

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
◕ mom

19. The last person you hugged?
◕ =.=

20. The last person you yelled at?
◕ =.=

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
◕ no. no one is kissable

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
◕ hatred, jealousy, misunderstanding

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
◕ back to miri

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
◕ miri.. nah jz kidding. baro baro island

25. What you hate the most?
◕ betrayal

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
◕ myself

27. Five facts About Me :
◕ silly
◕ loving ^.^
◕ emo champion
◕ cry bun
◕ kinda thoughtful actually (certain occasion tho)

28. Five things that scare me:
◕ loneliness
◕ insomnia
◕ dog, bella, ur dog bella. she almost killed me for the ‘cha cha’ i entertained her
◕ affections
◕ raw eggs :(

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
◕ if i were a boy (man, i’m too predictable

◕ 1,2,3,4 i love u

30 . Five Things I treasure in my life:
◕ family
◕=.=

◕ friendsssssss

◕ my insanity
◕mooo- lah! $$

2009-03-16T22:51:00.001+08:00

WHY IS LIFE

SO TOUGH!!

1.5

2009-03-16T18:26:00.001+08:00

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fuhoho

2009-03-13T18:06:00.001+08:00

just back from red box.. too bad you can’t hear how sexy i sound right now. hiak hiak. beyonce’s ‘if i were a boy’ is definitely the culprit. we were shouting instead of singing

ya i know the song’s getting boring . but i couldn’t the fact that the lyrics is really really nice.. belle said something about it coming out in spm english paper1 this year… u will see option like if i were a boy/girl.. easy peasy. u can easily adapt the lyrics as introduction.

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

i must paste the lyrics. must. i love guy bashing songs :)

the colour doesn’t really match hoh. just to emphasize the anguish red part where i practically shouted throughout the whole song

12.3

2009-03-12T17:43:00.001+08:00

it's good to finally feel relieved

it's human's nature you see, once you're in the 'comfort zone' you will tend to pick at flaws and forgotten all about the initial joy.

yes, and i'm talking about my spm result.

don't get me wrong. i'm actually very happy and contented about my result! it's way beyond my expectation anyway. no! i'm not hearing tiny voices ringing 'if only i could....' in my head.. no.. definitely not.. :P

cheers..

spm result jittery

2009-03-12T11:18:00.001+08:00

I was a quick wet boy

diving too deep for coins

All of your street light eyes

Wide on my plastic toys

And when the cops closed the fair

I cut my long baby hair

twilight

2009-03-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

bella and edward are so perfect for each other..

why?

well...
edward gets the blood while bella gets the meat!

watched twilight the 2nd time... and suddenly everything made sense to me, for i read the book. after less than 24 hours i ll be knowing my spm result.. blarrggghhh

2nd day of being legal

2009-03-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

12am ->5pm

venue: one utama

heroines: 18 years old vvc, 18 years old lim yh and 17 going 18 bella

activies: lepak, brunch(bbq plaza), dessert( fruity gelato?),lepak part 2,lunch?(new york new york, clam chowder),neway hunt, second lunch (shi lin xxl crispy chicken)

night

Happy 18th vvc

2009-03-10T10:35:00.001+08:00

celebrated my legal 18 at bubba gump shrimp…

Jenny and me was like peas and carrots. how romantic

random

mothers day’s gift!

only expected her. but it turned out tat belle and her fren, jc were thr to surprise me..

the meal was rather costly, but the service worth every cents. the guy actually sang ‘move it move it’ and shake the drink and himself

and we enjoyed it

i’m legal for this!

yum yum

shrimps!

and surprised me with this at the end of meal

and them singing bubba gump shrimp’s bday song to me, which isnt the ordinary ‘happy bday to u’

at night

went pavillion alone for this

yes! the premiere! i was 3 weeks ahead ppl! wohoo!

it turned out that i get 2 tickets! so i called belle to come over

and of course. the movie is definitely my type of movie^^

2009-03-07T01:53:00.000+08:00

有心无力啊

2009-03-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

Wow, we just posted up the contest to give away 20 pairs of preview passes for Confessions of a Shopaholic and it got snapped up pretty darn quickly! Congratulations to all the winners!

1) Yeo Hui Xian
2) Elle Sia Ming Lee
3) Rachel Yow Ling Wai
4) Eleanor Ng Weng Li
5) Chai Tze Liang
6) Izzati Hani bt Mokhtar
7) Farah Hani bt Mokhtar
8) Justina Seow Xue Nee
9) Laura Tang Xiao Ying
10) Andrea Kee Whye Leng
11) Ong Yi Chin
12) Ivy Chai Ching Hsia
13) Amira Binti Azizan
14) Khaliza Binti Zainal Abidin
15) Lee Dionn
16) Yeap Su Fern
17) Chong Shing Yee
18) Goh Li Ling
19) Delicia Chua Shen Yee
20) Ravindran Muthukrishnan

Screening details:
Date: Saturday 7th March 2009
Tme: 9.00pm
Venue: GSC Pavilion KL

We will be setting up a table outside the cinema for ticket redemption, so please redeem it from Valene (012 907 2911) from 8.15pm - 8.45pm.

vivian chong

2009-03-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

warning!!

a very lame post ahead

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during lan class,

wenqi: .....burberry...... givencci......lv......hate gucci.... bla bla bla....

vvc: ya ya. i hate gucci and guess..

wenqi: u know wad. ur name (vivian chong) really 'label'ish leh.

vvc: ha? why?

wenqi: erm... like a name for some high end brand la. my name arh.... ah mu's label(ong wen qi)

vvc: hahaha. (blaberring bout my own clothes line .. bla bla bla)

wenqi: ( responded excitedly)

after a while:

vvc: ei .. dkny stands for donna karen new york right?

wenqi: ah.. ya haha.. donna karen new york

vvc: then there should be a vvckl

wenqi: ha?

vvc: vivian chong kuala lumpur

wenqi: =.=

:) smile

?

2009-03-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

shall i go for lee hom's concert?

i miss him... :( terribly

my lee hom

ah~ lee hom

ah! spm result

jason

2009-03-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

ahhhh~~

blissful~

i can feel jason mraz

when i ignore the fact that he's in bukit jalil while me in pj

''I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours''

too loud jason... shh....

there's a pimple in my eye

2009-03-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

ouch people ouch!

my phone won't vibrate.
i mean, technically.. not literally

ouch ouch ppl ouch!

LORR

2009-03-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

homework..

assignment..

revision

self study

laundry

brain storming

tvb drama

planning

miscellaneous

emo-ing

anticipation

self pitying

jam jam road

kepo-ness

testsss

wonder why i nvr get enough of sleep

now i know why

my life is full of nouns and verbs and oh, adjectives too

notice the wonder of colours on my nouns verbs n adj?

i m tired larrr :(

really tired larrrr

really really tired larrrr...

i'm serious larrr.....

so crushed so exhausted :'(

nth to look fwd to

can't imagine how my life goes in the next few months

tried adding sugar, spice and everything nice

but then...

still like tat LORRRRRRR

feb baby

2009-02-28T12:07:00.000+08:00

another feb baby, sophia mah! a lucky girl whose birthday falls on the 28th not 29th! it was close man.. phew... or else u would be only 4 years old now *sweat*

ignore the one on left

happy birthday girl!

a girl who is always so pretty and brainy and fair

with long swishy black hair which i suppose is brown now? does the colour fades off sophia?

a GREAT friend she is

with a warm heart and warm hugs

her killer jokes are to be die for, seriously

all her sarcasm and wittiness never fail to keep me awed :-o

everyone loves her for she s always so nice

there's a proof down here

aw.... spot the crowd ? that was her b4 jetting off for addyland

sophia,

wish you all the best in addyland!

keep up your determination in exploring ur future

btw, is there a bird park in addy? haha

2009-02-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

:'C

typical thursday

2009-02-26T23:47:00.001+08:00

"mercy killing is not killing. it's a rescue to help ppl get away from suffering!"
"god gave u your life and u just plug it off and have no faith at all??"
"u r born because of an ovum and a sperm emerges together!.. how god gave u life? go and have sex with ur mother ?!"

oh great, this is the debate we had during moral class, regarding euthanasia/mercy killing . and it went on and on.. i was like speechless lo. :-o

life's getting better. at least i get to annoy my neighbouring classmate by speaking in my damn zun cantonese and slapping myself , chanting' hai ngo soi, hai ngo chon2, hai ngo mou yong' during boring classes. she was so disturbed and couldnt help to ask me if i have taken pills. =.= and again, i was speechless :-o it could be the effect of panadol few days back.

can feel myself ageing here.. i m more old woman like than ever.. couldnt explain why i feel this though. everyday is kinda meaningless lo... i wake up in the morning so that i can wait to sleep at night. get me anyone?

2009-02-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

spell the word die for me lo

cant sleep

wth

2009-02-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

screw the insomnia, i couldn't even lay still on the bed. too much on my mind i guess. 1.18am. at this point of hour i somehow smell something .. yea yea i know i make this sounds way creepy. haha. what i m trying to say is that, it's like ...the scent of memories. images flash before my eyes. oh god, i tot only dying people experiences this. coi coi coi. serenity does that to me. what's the point of worrying the future when you're not even sure what and where your future is. i suck at describing my feelings.. i couldn't even find the appropriate word. who told me tat lefties are expert in emo describing =.= i'm a pisces somemore. double =.= ....it strucks me that >.< and =.= comes handy when i wanna show my exact facial expression on the spot. it's probably i always wear that kinda stupid expression? my limited english and chinese is definely the culprit. shall i blog in hakka instead? as in... 'ngai hao koi' which means 'i'm tired'? damn u vv...

there's only one solution for all these tiny weeny sesame matters. and i don't know what the solution is :) haha. like i'm so cute duh~~~

i have so much to tell, but the right person is not here. not available. and could never understand. we aren't two parallel lines. that's the reason we met at one point, and have to be apart again? i rather having it this way than having 2 parallel line which never meet. i know you're agree with me ..

kimchi day.

2009-02-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

mom's leaving kl tomorrow. spent 2 splendid days with her. she's forever so humorous. gonna miss her lots. and yea, flu attack. i wonder how panadol makes me see stars and moon in the morning. dozed off during bio and chemistry plus thinking skill. even ah tio had to wake me up every ten minutes until he gave up. forgot to mention that he's one of the 4 guys and also the class clown. ended up sitting with him for i was late this morning. couldnt tahan anymore and asked uncle to fetch me at 12. slept until 4 something cause i have something muchh more important to do *wink*

had dinner with mom and aunty at some korean restaurant around ss2. naughty them for teasing the korean waiter's english. changed the bed sheet all alone. the single bed is like so damn heavy. yo girl power!

kinda miss everything back in miri, especially sarawak laksa. haha. remember how i used to complain food there, sigh. get really emo when reality hits me. good that i'm someone who is stubborn in a good kinda way. at least i ve faith in myself. oh man, how hard can it be to make someone agree with you? oh shit, it's as hard as making me agree with others. like an isolated island, i m best when alone...

nothing but the truth you can know

2009-02-23T14:02:00.000+08:00

RULES:
- Tell 100 Truths
- Tag 15 people after
- They do the same back to you

1. Last beverage → liang teh
2. Last phone call → mom
3. Last text message → uncle
4. Last song you listened to → lee hom's
5. Last time you cried → yesyesterday

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice → ya
2. Been cheated on? →yes
4. Lost someone special? →definitely
5. Been depressed? → all the time
6. Been drunk and threw up? → nvr

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
pink white blue

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → ya.. made some
2. Fallen out of love → huh?
3. Laughed until you cried → happen all the time
4. Met someone who changed you → you you you
5. Found out who yyour true friends were → yea haha
6. Found out someone was talking about you → guess so
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → which friend's list? hiak hiak. owh facebook! neh
8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life → all?
9. How many kids do you want to have → a girl and a boy.. or twins!
10. Do you have any pets → two dogs
11. Do you want to change your name → yea. can i change the 'shing yee'? there's shing yee, xin yee, sin yi in my class
12. What did you do for your last birthday → home, taman awam
13. What time did you wake up today → 7am
14. What were you doing at midnight last night→ sleeping. sick ppl
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → april?
16. Last time you saw your father → cny
17. One thing you wish you could change about your life →like bel, grow taller
18. What are you listening to right now → flightless bird, again
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → why m i even answering this
20. What's getting on your nerves right now? → random stuff. owh. my sick leave
21. Most visited webpage → friendster.com haha
1. What's your name → vivian
2. Nicknames → vian, vvc, winter melon, blur moi, dong gua
3. Relationship Status → dono
4. Zodiac sign →pisces
5. Male or female or transgendered → Female
6. Elementary → chung hua krokop
7. Middle School → chung hua miri
8. High school → chung hua miri
10. Hair color → shiny black haha
11. Long or short → not long not short
16. Height →forever 153
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → like major crush?
18: What do you like about yourself? → the way i pretend to be nice.. nah.. i m forever nice alrite
19. Piercings → ear lobe
20. Tattoos → no no and never
21. Righty or lefty → lefty, half handicapped

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery → no
23. First piercing → 7
24. First best friends → erm.. who?
26. First sport you joined → swim?
27. First pet → stupid tortoise
28. First vacation→ cruise?
29. First concert → smk chung hua miri concert, hahaha
30. First crush → wink

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating → jz ate
50. Drinking → no
52. I'm about to → sleep
53. Listening to → buzzing of aircon
55. Waiting for → april

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? → yea
59. Want to get married? → cant wait lol
60. Careers in mind? → supermodel. go die

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes → eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → kisses
70. Shorter or taller → taller
71. Older or Younger → older
72. Romantic or spontaneous →romantic:)
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms
74. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
76. Trouble maker or hesitant→ trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → wow.
79. Drank hard liquor → which is which
80. Lost glasses/contacts → all the time
81. Sex on first date → er hmm! no haha
82. Broken someone's heart → yes no yes?
83. Had your own heart broken → yes yes yes
86. Turned someone down → yes yes yes yes
87. Cried when someone died → cry my lungs out
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → yea! don get me wrong

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → not everytime
90. Miracles → miracle is my thing
91. Love at first sight → nod nod
92. Heaven → yes
93. Santa Clause → never
95. Kiss on the first date? → nopp
96. Angels → i am one

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? →yea
98. Who is it? → someone
99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → lol. like i wish
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → nothing but the truth you can know.

laptopless

2009-02-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

sunway pyramid after class today. for free bowling they say. oh well. melissa fetched us all, i mean 6 of us, out of 20++. others went by taxi or bus or someone elses car. stopped by melissa's house b4 pyramid. dont judge a book by its cover. she's some rich girl who buys anna sui lotion with just plain design. get me? cause normal girls will skip like 100 lunches for the cosmetic, or i say, the really cute packaging

i went home early. kinda dizzy and all tat. no bowling for me. will be away for few days. stay tuned to read bout my laptopless weekend ^^

peppercorn

2009-02-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

I have lots to say, not knowing where to begin with. Kinda sick of my life which repeats its routine everyday everyweek. say, every single day is so predictable that i ve nothing to look forward to. i guess i have put way much expectation towards the whole brand new college life thing, which no longer seems fun now. no no no. this is way wrong.Life without passion is meaningless. so come back passion brother sistersss

soi

2009-02-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

started off my great day by nearly mistaking toothpaste for my cleanser.

broke a mirror. please don ask me how ><

totally dozed off in car when going home

my son

2009-02-19T18:31:00.001+08:00

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/article2233878.ece

damn

2009-02-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

now i realise. all i need is just a listener. can you just shut up and listen to me?

2009-02-14T10:33:00.000+08:00

the love is in the air

happy valentine's everyone!

single ones,
sabar sabar,
love can wait

attached ones,
don take ur loved one for granted ya,
afterall it's the season of love ppl!

i have my lappie as my valentine this year,
aunt called and asked if i wanna go to seremban
i said no though i know i have a lonnngg day ahead,
i need sometime alone

and single party tonight..

see 1st la haha

2009-02-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

in big trouble now. chemistry test tomorrow yet i m still here! :) like i care :D

well...

i do care..

basically read through everything dy... the best i could do.. a lazy worm like me..

counting down to my 18th single valentine's

yea.. so excited. ahaha haha.

><

maybe i should deliver myself a lil something to home and pretend it's from someone else..

2009-02-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

aiyo.. play game play till now? oh my god lo

=.=

i cant understand why everyone in my class damn guai zai one .. wan slack a bit oso kenot.

this happens wherever i go.

college leh! not spm leh! not high school leh! not form five leh! get a life please! just finished spm leh! how old liao still compare marks in class. kill me la can o not!

6.2

2009-02-08T22:44:00.001+08:00

belated bday post dedication

to....

the lefthanded

the 爱情傻子(no offence, that is exactly what you taught me)

they are both the 6th feb babies alright

so.. start from yun hui!

the lady whom i ve known for ages and only get close during f3 or f4 i guess

and without knowing, i eventually became her punching bag hahaa

and of course we r like.. the lefthanded clique and so proud of it. haha. wth.

she's my bestie alright. and i secretly think tat there's some kinda 'mo qi' between us. haha. just a personal opinion la. cause i always guess her right and vice versa. simply because our mind works the same route one.. haha. she should be protesting by now. hey there's nth to be embarassed about ok!

she's a really nice person in heart and don really shows it sometimes. ya! really nice person ok! just tat ppl tends to misunderstand. but thr is one thing for sure. she can spend like there is no tomorrow. seriously . and her laughther like thunder lo. got echo one lagi(ee ming) . best friend forever ok! sometimes i don rily reveal my feeling one la. but tat definetly doesnt mean tat i don care o watever. haha. wish u all the best in ur a lvl ! and hope we can have lots and lots of shopping spree together. feel free to share anything to me lo, especially during ur hardtimes. be strong ya! happy 18 to u! ngek ngek. wan anything special o not

and finally ... Dick Kuan!

ma... this guy. known him after going through the most embarrasing moment of both our lives.. and we can still joke bout tat until now

loads of rumours bout him. but .. well.. i think he has every reason for his decisions. and he is just another person withh the very unique opinion and mind. just because the others don agree or don do the same doesn't mean tat he's wrong ok. sorry tat i ve been too weak n indecisive in defending u lar ah Dick.stop judging him ok!

ya. we ve been through lots of dramaish conflict la for we're both the really dramatic ppl. and the conflicts are mostly becos me carpooling his car. eh Dick kuan, get me wrong ok. i m not using u to fetch me or wad. just tat i like to make use of tat time to make fun of u and stuff lar. just because i used the wrong tone wrong way doesnt mean tat i m expoiting u ma. i knew u were nt happy bout tat lo. jz don get me wrong alrite!

haha! another great friend oso la! though a bit guai lan guai lan at times. and ppl cbox damn pro one. can sensor vulgar words one. yay! anti vulgarity. way to go man! this guy is like so billingual la. see his blog then u kno. no take chinese his chinese post can waiseh... like chinese poem.

so .... nth expensive .. but hope u guys like it!

woof

2009-02-06T21:29:00.000+08:00

basically flunk my bio test already. yea..

and someone saying me look like a puppy. for my height and eyes. am i suppose to take tat as a compliment? things are getting weird.